This is how I feel...

I went to www.aj.com to look up a picture that described how I feel, so when I looked up "irritated", I feel as though this is the best picture to fit how I feel inside.

I never knew that graduating would be this irritating. I don't mean doing the homework thing (though I can't wait until I no longer have any), and I'm not talking about the whole "I don't know what I'm going to do when I'm done" thing.

True, I really have no idea what I am going to do. I guess at this point I am supposed to be looking for jobs or whatever, but really, all I am concerned about is my happiness, since it's taken me so long to get to the point that I really do care about myself for once.

But then there's the other people.... they are more concerned about a new job for me than I am. True, I know that it's time for me to move on from Pick n Save (though I'm not sure if I am ready to yet), and when I tell people I don't know and just smile because I'm okay with this answer, I get dirty looks and the comment, "well you don't want to work here anymore do you?"

I really don't think it's any of their damn business to be honest. So you're proabably wondering why I am getting so worked up eh? I think it's because I am at the point of pure happiness, pure bliss, and everyone sees that and isn't used to it, so they want to bring me back down to where they are comfortable with me.

But I don't care. Next time some asks me how school's going, I'm just going to say I still going strong... When they ask when I'm graduating, I'm just going to tell them when I feel like it...